purge all++
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- the book the store some paintings
- CDM Music + Motion Interactive@SXSW
- inland empire
- the list
- dead on the inside
- in case you missed it
- the longest months of my life
- last thursday [04.12.07]
- a permanent solution
- another record? so soon?
- an open letter to bitcrush
- things in matched pairs
- best of 2k6
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- slowing down
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- a mini tour
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- during final mix downs
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- the first batch of studio notes
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- production notes
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- intelligence doesnt matter
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- hydergine journal pt.2
- no one understands you
- hydergine journal pt.1
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last fm++
hydergine journal pt.1
experiment one
hydergine / piracetam combination
day one:
dosage: 4,5mg hydergine. 800mg nootropil. 200mg B.
found myself smoking an unsual amount of cigarettes very mild nausea [a result of the smoking im sure]. fell asleep earlier that usual due to sudden exhaustion. woke up three hours later with shifting circular patterns on the insides of my eyelids. like watching patterned blood cells moving through the veins in my eyes. possible first signs of effect.
day two:
dosage: 4,5mg hydergine. 800×3mg nootropil. 200mg B
typing is erratic lots of spelling errors. have to actually watch the keyboard. thoughts a little murky. only slight nausea today.
feel strange, disconnected from everything. wish the instructions were not in spanish or that i knew spanish.
day three:
dosage: 4,5mg hydergine. 800×2mg nootropil. 200mg B
noticed today that focus seems to be hydergines thing only you cant seem to control what you find yourself focusing on. you just wind up staring at some random object and noticing every single detail. no nausea. no headaches.
day four:
dosage: 4,5mg hydergine. 800×4mg nootropil. 200mg B
zero noticable effects so far. certainly not the same as the nootropil. perhaps i should take less nootropil. doesnt really seem to be amplifying the piracetam. unless it has something to do with the b-complex… i remember i used to get giant sized migraines when id take too much vitamin C. or unnecessary multivitamins.
day five:
dosage: 4,5 hydergine. 800×3mg nootropil. 200mg B
debating on whether or not to discontiue useage. as it seems to have done more harm than good. the headaches in particular. i hate headaches.
day six:
dosage: 4,5 hydergine. 800×2mg nootropil. 200mg B
mild headache. dull throbbing. not fun. makes me want to take a nap. even though i did have a rather productive and creative studio day. at the store noticed an unusual ability to remember plu numbers. maybe it is working. or maybe its just that not going to work clears my head in such a manner that i can actually think straight. reformating article for personal clarity. as i re-read previous posts… i notice that my compartmentalizing of the day/dosage needed overhauling.
day seven:
dosage: 4,5 hydergine. 800×2mg nootropil
no b complex today. noticable difference in clarity. i should mention now that nootropil on its own makes me very talkative and social. hydergine,... quite the opposite. i get really quiet, start chasing ideas down in my head, and stare blankly into space doesnt matter if i am mid senctence or not mid word sometimes. different parts of the brain i suppose.
day eight
dosage: 4,5 hydergine. 800×3mg nootropil.
no b-complex today. testing to see if yesterday was a fluke. thoughts clearer without the b complex. odd. perhaps its time to discontinue take a few weeks off and move onto experiment two [hydrergine by itself].
final analysis: not sure it if was the b complex the time of day, or the nootropil that was standing in the way of the hydergine being effective but overall results were not that great.
it has been 48 hours since i have taken any of either [nootropil or hydergine] with no noticable difference. such is the case with nootropil you can take it for weeks and gradually taper down to nothing and the effects stay with you for about three weeks or so. i had heard otherwise in regards to hydergine but it remains to be seen.
2006-03-22
ariel
Hey, crazy, I took Hydergine for some time, too. The nausea and general discomfort associated with Hydergine can be lessened by taking it with food. Try working yourself up to 12 mg/day in four divided doses and… no coffee. Do this for about six months and then stop for a few months. You want to go on and off until your brain learns to do it on its own.
The benefits of Hydergine are off the hook. You may not necessarily feel anything for a while, but you can know that it is one of the most potent anti-oxidants available…
rock on.
Ariel
ps: large doses of sublingual b-12 taken before 10pm, maybe add in a tiny bit of melotonin and 25mg of 5-htp, and… leave a notepad next to your bed. see you in dreamland!